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Text from dating site entry.

Posted on Nov 23rd, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Text from entry on a dating site which i became disenchanted with, putting here out of the way.

Story

From the country, of Irish / English stock, tending to a quiet life, conservative by nature though liberal in thinking, enjoying beach, water, nature, ecology, almost all organic life forms, of modest needs and means but self suficient and independant, desiring a companion, a womans company to travel through life with. Love people generally, my family in particular though we dont gather as often as desired due to tyrany of distance and demands on available time. Have bejon / malteese dog, my only dependant at the present time. Enjoy dining out, visiting stimulating new places. Galleries, exehibitions, land marks, travel, 500 or 5000 miles, all good. Just returned from Asia and enjoyed that. I like to think i am am ordinary person wanting an ordinary life like every one else. My ideal woman conforms to no particular requirements or specifications but is human with weaknesses and strengths like a human has, capable of love, commitment, willing to endure hardship as well as success all the while us growing together knowing, loving and understanding each other more and more as time goes by, us remaining committed to each other all our days valuing each other more than any other thing, lost in love and each other. Is such a thing possible ? That is what i would like more than any other thing and am willing to make the effort required on my part to make that happen. If there is a woman out there who thinks me interesting in what ever regard, i encourage you to be in touch with me.

Perfect Match

She is just who she is, compasionate, loving, understanding, a person who i can come to understand to be a genuine wonderful human being. I dont believe i carry any baggage re criteria for judgement such as physical appearance, age, hair, eye, skin or what ever colour. She is simply a wonderful woman.

Ideal Date

My ideal date is where i and a lady meet and enjoy each others company feeling, perhaps we would like to know each other better and, from there go on to experience difficulty and unhappiness with not being in that persons company and dont want to live without them, which, as i understand it, is a symptom of what we understand to be love or, failing that, an ability to connect in a meaningful way.
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When was the last time you whispered?

Posted on Nov 21st, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 20, 2009:

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Cant remember. Dont tend to foster secrets.
It must be a long while ago.
Iexpect it would have been some thing i said to the one i loved.
Perhaps sweet nothings.
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Thailand Excursion. Bangkok.

Posted on Nov 20th, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Leave for Bangkok, Thailand 25th October from Adelaide via Sydney waiting there for 4 hours, so eager to be gone i feel like doing smokies, so set to go, have wind in my hair and experience a fresh change. Have felt bogged down with memories of emotional loss due to relationship difficulties.

Get in to the air and feel negatives being jetisoned in my wake.
Traveling light i know things new and fresh are before me as not much old is about me and a void not being possible.

Rock up in Bangkok at midnight, cosmapolitan, fast, as busy as peak hour. The escape from the airport my 1st challenge and after 45 min am on my way.
The whole place is alive, a seathing mass of frenzied activity, using metered taxi for 1st and only time i am there. Not my cup of tea, being stifled in an enclosed air conditioned environment.
Rock up to the City Silom Hotel where all staff present avail themselves to my any need. All very attentive. I soon become aware that peoples attention is a very cheep comodity wages being meager and their imediate needs are their 1st challenge to meet.

Honesty, even in Bangkok, on most occasions is assured even in spite of the strong western influence, possibly due to awareness of karmic influences.

Find a tuc tuc driver able to communicate in english and enlist his services.
He proves very good for me, seeming to have ESP, him knowing what takes my fancy often in the absence of words. We explore many corners of that extra ordinary city of 17 million peoples doing things i had only dreamed of and that wouldnt have occured to me without his prompting. Any thing i asked of him was delivered selflessly, excepting a visit to the precinct of Pat pong where he insisted the local western and predominantly Aussie population were unclean.
Pressing him further he insists i will be unsafe as they are given to violence, unclean sex practices, a maffia of sorts and other undesirable features.
I feel very disapointed in the expats from my country and wonder why this person would associate with me comming from similar background. I go on to become aware of other reasons why the "colonisers" are "tolerated" in spite of their egocentric indulgences.
Increasingly i put distance from western influence recognising it to be dirty or unclean.

  • Used long tail boats on the water ways and the Ping River where domestic structures were to the waters edge and beyond often on pontoons of sorts so that when passing the wake from a passing boat would have entire structures bobbing up and down with the waves. Quite extraordinary to see the entire place in motion, though, if i lived there i would be cursing the passing boaters.
  • Saw precious metal and gem sweet shops viewing the craftspeople at work and opportunity to purchase at whole sale prices.
  • Temples, wats, monasteries  for budhist monks all decoraed in briliant colour and with minute detail make an aesthetic feast for the eye.
    Got away from afluence and saw the every day peoples, travelling their lanes and, what in the west would be slums, but, this is the best they can muster and maintain cleanliness as best they can and are content. Unlike the west these people generally dont covet  and produce no threat of violence even though they have so little and another might have so much. Life being so "on the edge" and "full on" felt i might burn out from exhaustion staying longer.
  • After 3 thrill packed days in Bangkok i leave catching train to Chiang mai using a sleeper as the trip is aprox 14 hours long leaving at 6"00pm having daylight to view environs enroute for a couple of hours. The houses along the tracks come up to the train to a distance of inches often with out windows and doors. Me thinking they dont have possesions worth stealing or are basicly very honest.
    They being predominantly budhist may practice karmic belief understanding they bring "bad" stuff on themselves by behaving poorly. Also, the ventilation would benifit in reducung humidity during the wet season,
  • They are sitting on their porches and in their homes eating and going about their lives as if there were not a fast train passing feet from where they are. Could reach out and touch if not passing quickly. This train trip provided insight into domestic conditions and habits which i was later to become more familiar with in Chiang mai.
  • Find further disapointment in western "tourists" witnessing a troup of 7 german youth in need of attitude correction as they seek to undermine any authority, being amiable toward other westerners but disrespectful of any thing native has me feeling disapointed particularly given all Thais i met and observed were as respectful and considerate as they could be.  In retrospect the Germans were possibly recovering from the influence of alcohol or drugs or what ever. Who knows, or wants to know.
  • They are a dead loss to me and an afront to desency.
  • The morning sun rise brings more open country side and rural situations of different nature, more relaxed for Thai peoples. Ambient atmosphere. Pigs tethered to house support poles, water buffalo, poultry, ducks and chickens. Most homes having a dog and they being at their leisure about the house or any where they choose to venture. All my while in Thailand never met an angry dog and saw many. They treated as one of the family with consideration and loved. I have a bejon / malteese cross and these were treated in similar fashion to mine being quite spoilt, mine sleeping on my bed and going where ever i go.
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Excursion to Thailand Chiang mai.

Posted on Nov 18th, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Chiang mai, beautiful city of the north, so pleased to have been there.
Rock up on the train after taking breakfast and viewing country side from about 5:30am when light from the new day came available. Lovely, varied with hilly culdesacs and micro environments, streams of various sizes, life being abundant, all very nice. A pleasing contrast to my Australian environs of largely arid landscapes.
A common feature if stilted homes was a pig tethered beneath the home and poultry, usually hens, some times ducks sheltering beneath the structure.
Vegetation wise many prized plants needing much attention in Adelaide are growing as weeds here presumably native to the area. Having worked with the Botanic Gardens in Adelaide and fostered love of horticulture this grabs my attention and is some thing i can  readily relate to and appreciate.

A long journey, the train finally pulls in to Chiang mai railway station and i quickly alight eager to exercise my legs and stretch.
Wandering to a tourist information booth they see me comming and with out my speaking direct me to a passage to the entry which i follow and am greeted by 3 gentlemen officially attired. They offer traditional Thai welcome which didnt mean much to me at that time and request i wait for 2 other passengers to join our merry throng.

All abourd a mini bus, We pass through the city seeing sights and hearing sounds which tell of the city's life.
We are taken to a place called Back packers Meeting Place, BMP, where i am encouraged to fill an itinary for my stay there but am reluctant to do as am wanting to remain as uncommitted as possible allowing opportunity to go with the flow and do what comes naturally. In retrospect their advice and guidance proved correct as a means to making the most of available time.

Should anyone reading this venture there i can recomend BMP as a service provider, them assuming responsibility for your safety, welfare and comfort. You cant go wrong but, also, want to encourage taking out of health insurance as quite mad to treck without that. They may not assume responsibility for you without it anyway.

Quickly become aquainted with a trustworthy english speaking tuc tuc driver and enlist his services, him making himself available 24 / 7 though his daughter became ill on occasion and his attention was required else where.

Mianmar, Burma.
An extra ordinary place, remarkable for all the wrong reasons, soil steeped in unhappy times which continue for some. The army and security services hunt the local population as if they were vermin during the dry season leaving the task during the wet as is uncomfortable and inconvenient experiencing difficulty locating their prey. The quality of life being extremely poor as even using fire to cook would have smoke betraying their position. Difficult to imagine just how these people manage to survive.

Visited a villiage where goods were for sale and among the offerings was bottles of various sizes containing a small cobra biting it's own tail in a liquid of what was called snake whisky, said to be aphrodesiac. A spectaculer artifact but not permitted inside Australia so dont purchase. I expect if this were available on the shelf in an aussie pub if would be gone as quickly as it was placed there.
Sampled this and very palatable, quite the taste of mellow whisky, tasted local saki also. Did purchase other goods suitable for entry into Australia thinking to use for gifts. The proceeds from these transactions are taxes so heavily a meagre income is produced for the vendor. The snake whisky retails for aprox Aust. $3- for 750 ml but worth much more. Also scorpion crocadile and various other flavoured whiskies available for sample tasting and sale. The army remained out of sight, our minders interfacing with them for the purpose of processing passports and beurocratic process.

In Mianmar i see the place where drug exchanges used to take place, and, on less frequent occasions continues to happen. It is a sandy island of, perhaps 70 meters with sparse vegetation as it is submerged over night. Two boats would meet at the island, each with well armed men, one with her-o-een (as the locals call it) and the other with gold which would be exchanged if all went well between the two traders and authority from one of the 3 countries who own this island didnt appear to upset proceedings.
Tourism-wise some shopping opportunities of very good value.

Also went on a treck riding elephant ascending very steep hills through lush undergrowth, the elephant often noticing tasty treats, most often a variety of bamboo which seemed to be very appealing. The elephant, a 10 yo male, seemed to know where he was placing each step with great manual dexterity. The hills were in exess of 45 degree ascent, quite amazing to experience. Two elephants from the herd were down from cobra strikes and convalessing, the bite not being fatal to an animal of so much body weight. The whole area seemed to be infested with cobras but was safe from them atop an elephant. Descend hills of 45 degrees also, that being trickier as i was riding on the elephants neck some of the way and needed to hang on so as not to slide over the ears to a 6 foot drop. Cross raging rivers being as secure as using a sturdy 4 wheel drive.

Use rafts to go down a white water river some 7 kn standing most of the way, ducking for low hanging branches and extra turbulent waters, all good, quite fun.

After this hike some 8 km to a waterfall, enroute traversing very hazardous stretches of steep cliffs beside the some times 6 inch wide track and, where the track was wet slippery mud, made for a challenge to manual dexterity. I would not recomend this to one not having travel insurance and expect the guides would not assume responsability for such a person any way.
Reaching the water fall a time of respite ensues. Water cool to cold, refreshing, a picturesque place, most enjoyable, quite a garden of Eden leaving a lasting impression. Now one can understand the challenging trail to reach such a reclusive unspoilt place. Looking at the sand of the river i notice what appears to be gold and have it confirmed by local authority that it is actually what it appears, aluvial gold and much of it. Later i become aware of opportunity to prospect the rivers and other places with a view to prospecting for what gold and other precious metals and gems one can find for a price. I dont doubt it quite possible to leave making a wholesome profit covering the cost of trip and more.

Treck to a rendovous covering more hazardous terain to where a vehicle waits and visit villiages of refugee tribes from Nanning, China, they having migrated to the area some 400 years ago. Aso long neck people, refrugees from India some 40 years prior as i remember and many other reclusive villiages in the north Thailand area. Some villages were composed of peoples from Cambodia, Tibet or probably anywhere there has been conflict and confusion in the general area. These peoples are largely self sufficient my having noticed 1 solar panel for power and aside from that no electricity available. There were odd motor bikes in use, my presuming them to be for the collectives use rather than privately owned. A very simple uncomplicated life style. Often that would seem an ideal life style to me holding much appeal.

 During the heroin wars life must have been very touch and go for these peoples as they would have been shot on sight as vermin as the north burmeese still are.

 At my destination a vehicle waits and take a lift to a buffet early dinner partaking in what those i have met dont have available, a sumptuous feast of local treats and am back in "civilisation".

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Where are we going.

Posted on Apr 28th, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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These appear as heady days in our evolving as a society
with president Obamah calling for comprehensive downsizing
toward elimination of nuclear weopans.
For me, this is a first.

Our Australian and other western governments
dispensing resources to almost all, accompanied
by encouragement to spend like there is no tomorrow.

The frivolous greed of our captains of industry
bringing on the credit crunch and a near universal
recognition of the tangible threat of terrorism
and the power plays of war lords.
(This being most relavent in the 3rd world.)

For me these spell issues of security.

Not being overly burried in scripture of the bible,
a passage wich strikes my mind is the "mark of the beast",
where one is unable to buy or sell with out this facility.

I am inclined to view a credit card of some sort,
or micro chip perhaps, a device which would be
able to establish an individuals identity with certainty
 resolving concerns re allocation to and use of resources.
Cash becomes redundant.
Also, such a device would resolve security issues,
re terrorism and crime at a personal
and collective level and seems inevitable.
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Regarding the credit crunch saga.

Posted on Mar 29th, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Recent developments which have caught my attention are as follows.

The CEO of General Electric Corporation describing his perception
of corporate executive management not having "domain knowledge.
Domain knowledge, in a nut shell, is the knowledge
of the nuts and bolts mechanics
of the business being managed.

Also, the revelation that Harvard business school
and similar western institutions are primarily responsible
for the wayward activities of delinquint
corporate executives due to self serving precepts
advocated by these schools.
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Greed.

Posted on Mar 26th, 2009 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Having times of abundance, comfort and security never before known in civilisations, we find our selves desiring still greater reward in exchange for less input,
Seeing the few above having more and the multitude below having less,
only feeling moved to aggrandise our selves still further.

Satisfaction loses definition
with one seeing most clearly what one covets?


If lust for affluence were a psychiatric disorder or moral transgression
with individuals considering only their selves
not regarding the welfare of the collective whole,
exposing them selves as a rampant parasite.


How much more integrity and genuine happiness
would be ours were we to content our selves
with what is sufficient for today
trusting providence for tomorrows needs.


I am hoping a new day dawns when greed and lust for power
are recognised as symptoms of a psychiatric disorder
and these disease ridden victims remedially treated,
lest they infect or abuse those about them.

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Evolution of entity.

Posted on Nov 1st, 2008 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Ever evolving, becomming more refined,
or rusting away in the matrix of time and space,
Returning to its basic constituents
to be made available for yet anther enterprise,
in this fantastic experiment,
Designed to faciitate an evolution of entity, environs and circumstance.
Even with demise, we bequeath the fruit
of our interfacing to those folowing.

Is the glass half full or half empty.
Are we too close to see it all clearly.
Many colours and flavours.
No time to stop and smell the roses.
No time for one to examine ones self.

Time,   that "bitch".     She is  a comodity too.

Could we be central to creation,
or
creation central to us.

Who is to say.
From where is who's perspective.
From who is where's perspective.

Desiring to see what is unfit for us,
and wanting what we see.

We humans are a parochial crew.
Security takes all shapes and forms.
What is the measure and how are we to use it ?
What is worthy of measurement, it figuring so prominently in our lives.

In keeping with my understanding of astrological proclivities and pre-dispositions we all have those parameters aquired,
by way of pre determined conditioning,
to move within,
expanding our horizons
within the limitations of our personal realities.

Quality of choice determining our evolution of circumstance.
Collectives also, as collectives have a beginning and end too.

Apparently there is a fecundity of life all about us,
dynamic beyond our imaginings or understanding.

All this while, a myriad of miracles,
for the most part going unnoticed.
We are preoccupied with the mundaneness
of what comes to pass.
In another place in time and space
we might find capacity for appreciation
 of this realm of "being" as an incredable gift.

In the "real" world, comfort, security and indulgence
might take a back seat, making way for hard choices,
decisions not nesecarily agrandoising ego centric exercises.

I have been led to believe we are here on this plane of existance
for the opportunity to evolve in a dramatic way
not possible in other planes of existance.
This premise seems eligant to me and  in keeping with the "Edgar Cayce"
understanding of what is happening.

Surely this could not come about by accident.
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The future of our future.

Posted on Jun 28th, 2008 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Food, indululgence and sustenance.
Breeding and farming of micro organisms in industrial vats such as yeasts enriched with what ever nutritional requirements we may possess sees a way forward, given environmental toxicity and loss of arable space for conventonal farming methods with reduced attentive labour and energy input.
Which ever mineral or vitamin might be most required or desirable could be incorporated in to the brew.
I dont intend to convey this being desirable but choices deminish.
That being so available, we all become more homoginised, (one being what they consume, through what ever sensory facility) us becomming more and more homoginised and pasturised. This encompases media out put.
While our collective human "character" takes on definition, our micro social climate also takes on its prevailing substance with similar tactileness,
 Can we understand ourselves to be victims or sheep-herded into an inconvenient corner by "unworthy" shepards.


Energy and catalysts.
Presently we are experiencing energy supply and demand difficulties but, in due course we may come to understand there is no shortage at all, as we are in a soup of energy and the difficulty is in asking the correct question, then to find the best suited answer.
Kestler, drawing energy from the environment and, or atmosphere.
Apparently this man lit up Grand canyon with energy drawn from the atmosphere.
All is energy and there is not any thing else,  in keeping with the prevailing string theory of quantum physics.

Society and inter-personal relations.
Largely estranged using 19th century norms as a measure.
At present we instill in those in our care an awareness of stranger danger of nesesicity with a view to avaidng pain and grief.
This phenomena taken to it's logical conclusion promotes insularity, particularly with regard to those with different characteristics evident being isolated or compartmentalised for our greater convenience.
After all, if it could happen to them, it could happen to me.
Better these things and people be out of sight.
Interfacing becomes a process of initiating protocols.
An insular orientation peripheral to what we understand to be the substance of society becomes desirable as other individuals are unknown variables embodying potential threat and unnessecary hazard. 
In due course i belive it to be expected that genetic screening wil become mandatory as a means of discerning who is suitable to be incorporated into society, exclusion being on the basis of social eptitude or pysical fitnes, there by cutting overheads in the management of human frailties.
Anticipating conditioning programs of expedient content.
Socialism, of nessecity, becomes a thing of the past with compassion carrying too great a cost. The hand which feeds may be bitten. User pays as the bottom line becomes more an imperitive.
The age of Aquarius is idealistic and visionary, but, void of compassion.

Genetics and evolution.
Personally, i am inclined to believe the genetic code is not
a static blue print
but subject to prevailing influences
and, unfortunately, manipulation.

Given the desire for expedience in meeting challenges
we may deem eradication or enhancement of human natures expressions
through us, we thus becomming more thouroughly homoginised.

Communications and transport.
Conventional fuels become exorbinant
adding to cost of comodities.
Trade locally will become relavent choice
for improved quality of produce and better value.

Apparently, gravity beneath a spinning super conductor
is reduced or anulled to some extent.
UFO's, should they exist, I presume,
are composed of super conductive material,
and, as have been depicted, they quickly spin.
With gravity not a factor, or less so, transport of cargo and people
becomes less a problem.
The ability to focus gravity, and harness such energy
is easily capable of transforming our capacity for transport
with reduced energy input.

Comerce and Industry.
Unversal currency metamorphosing into transaction card, this being increasingly a choice of nessecity.

Environment
The environment becomes toxic.
Acid rain and the climate
change has conditions becomming hostile
for vegetative live forms.
Toxicity affecting human population also,
the afluent affording closed and supported environments.
Air and water filtration in particular being basic needs.

The toxicity presenting ever greater health problems,
most graphicly, due to their social impact,
re psychiatric conditions, general physical malaise,
which tests the durability of the social fabric.
At present depression and schitzafrenia
are becomming relatively common.
As these illnesses become more prevalent
and not managed with chemical straight jackets,
manifesting in transgressions againt each other,
those able to will tend to exclusivity.
The afluent respond by aboding in enclaves
for safety from the ferile and the environment.

A situation prevails among our contemporary scientific community re canvasing contingencies to cope with and mitigate global warming. 
The idea comming to the fore involves
injecting phosphates in to the atmosphere,
there-by reducing the solar radiation
impacting upon the earth.
One side effect of this may be acidifying the oceans
at a greater rate than would otherwise be.
As i understand it, more than 90% of our oxygen
comes from the flora of the oceans.
A desperate situation prevails.
Governments take these ideas seriously if they appear
to cut corners and abrogate the sociol and economic
implications of our prevailing liabilities.
Oxygen or non toxic air becomes a comodity available
to those with available recources.
User pays.
Amenities and resources we have taken for granted in the past
become allocated to the afluent and influential.
I understand the following to be prevailing at present.
In any case, global warming or not,
the health of our oceans have been assailed for some time now
,eg: with dumping of nuclear waste,
the plastic polution of the north Atlantic and Pacific Oceans,
gradual acidification of entire biosphere.
The Pacific holding implications for the southern ossilation.
The Atlantic affecting the gulf stream.
These are arguabley driving forces
for this planets weather impetus.
Atmospheric pollutants settling on the oceans
might only accelate the situation to it's
logical acidic stagnant conclusion.
The burden of "plastic soup" delivering drag to nessecary motion
for sustenance of traditional paterns

It is a big job wrecking an entire biosphere rendering it inhospitable
for the vast array of life forms which have evolved
to be a companion occupying almost every niche,
but, i believe we are able and willing
to rise to the occasion, unfortunately.
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Of Love and similar things.

Posted on May 28th, 2008 by Leo : Leo, life cultivator. Leo
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Love.
       Yes,
             This ephemral  thing.
Few other indulgences could hold such appeal
for one residing within this realm of humanity.

I would like to feel the substance of this manifestation
of guiding pupose has discretion and rational direcion
in the steps it takes.
I think , on occason, it might appear other wise.

Due to the lack of ratonale one might be inclined
to believe it's impetus lies in the ego and it's asperations,
or the soul with the animus-like need for connection,
perhaps a need for intense interfacing ,
providing a sounding board about which to orient one's self.

Whatever, It could appear the tail is wagging the dog.

What is one to do.
Take hold and see good sense prevail by an exercise of will.

Psychosis ; Orienting ones focus about an exterior autonymous entity.
Perhaps, should the dark side be providing impesus for attraction,
a time may ensue following the honey moon period
resulting in an unhappy penance.

Commitment ; another being as important or,
even more important than ones self.
Their comfort, security and welfare being paramount.

Lust ; The desire to be subtly connected with another.

Passion: An energy interfacing exuberantly.

Compassion: Justification, aleviating guilt.
Are we compasionate when we tend to our own ?
Should we feel compasionate when we tend to another,
A fellow human.
Another of our own.
As i see this situation at the present time, while, maybe one third of our humanity live on less than a dollar a day, there are some accruing many millions.
I feel inclined to believe they would not allow them selves to behave so,
if they had a realistic "down to earth" understanding of the "unhappiness"
others endure for their relatively unlimited comfort and luxurious environs.
After all, such afluence could not prevail without sucking the life from another.
But, then,
There is a food chain after all.
The sorting out of a heirachy.
Where might limits lie.
Where do we abandon achievement,
as we presently understand it,
to persue some thing more mature,
some thing of greater substance.

Fell in love Feb 06 with a lady whom i met over the net.
This woman was utterly beautifull and unambiguously wonderfull.
We married Feb 2 years later.
I had found and engaged with a lady of mutual commitment to persue
a "partnership" being soundly at one with each other.

My lady had 2 "early teens" children who had lived their lives, thus far, without patriarchal influence, and their protective mom determined to negate presenting challenges regardless of determined long term objective, whether behaviourly, socially or in any other facet of life.
My "daughter" 13 yo, managed little more than a grunt for a greeting till only 2 days before she returned to her origin 5 1/2 months later.
In spite of the communication difficulties i felt i was holding the most wonderfull woman in my arms and felt blessed with the priceless opportunity to love her for no other reason but the euphoric state resulting and her presence colouring ones perception and understanding of life.
Surely, it is better to have loved and lost, rather than not to have loved at all.
Perish the thought.
5-June 09. My love and my life has departed me.
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